Meant to write sooner. It was my birthday a couple weeks ago (August 30) if you know anything about me than you know how that usually is for me. I've been still coping with all the losses I think, been extremely unmotivated to do much of anything which if you happen to be reading this I assume you care enough to witness me on my platforms which have been completely dead and empty. Including this site which I haven't done anything really new with in half a year now. Someday I'll maybe do things again, but overall I've been in a really weird spot mentally and I don't know when or if it'll end.
I've been doing things I haven't done in a long time like praying. I don't know if I'd call myself extremely religious or anything, but I've always been open minded its hard to explain maybe. The people I've loss recently would be happy to know I am praying and stuff again so idk maybe that is an aspect. There's other mental things going on besides the grief stuff it's all complicated and private.
Beyond all that I've seemingly from what I notice just been sticking with talking to one friend that friend I mentioned in my last blog entry. I am still glad he is in my life that all I can really say about that it's wild to think how long I've known some people.
